Saturday, October 24, 2009

the demon

I don’t know anymore what is it that I am feeling. Or if I am feeling anything at all. I have had a reasonably good week. Not worked hard (hell I am not ashamed to admit!) and been out with friends most days of a week than I have ever been earlier. I have a well brought up child and tolerant parents. I should be happy. Ecstatic infact. But I am feeling an emptiness that claws my inners every waking hour. It shakes me awake at night and leaves me with a dull ache in the chest. For most parts I don’t know why. Failure to response to positive stimuli. Is this called reduction of feeling?

6 comments:

Dusty Fog said...

Yo - wassup? Just read these posts today. Tell all. Buzz you in a bit. And no bull shitting or cow dunging please....::: ))))

DreamCatcher said...

@dusty:dunno....just empty...!

Rambler said...

If I didnt know you, I would have answered "dying"

DreamCatcher said...

@Rambler: this is different.

Dusty Fog said...

well, well, well....eyebrows raised here at the moment...!!!

DreamCatcher said...

@Dusty : you feeling ok? :)